A single chance to redeem myself for everything...

I leave tomorrow. I have to take the train at 7am to the Nuremberg Train station and then from there I have to take the Subway all the way to the Airport. Hopefully I can manage all my luggage by myself. I've got two huge suitcases filled, a red duffel bag, and then my laptop case with laptop and books. That's a lot for one person, too much in fact.

I'm really nervous, because I know that even though I'm going home, I'm still not comfortable. There's going to be so much explaining and crying and anger and just all sorts of things that I don't want to deal with. Basically why I kept all this to myself for 12 years.

Well I'm off to bed. I have to get up really early. My tandem partner's picking me up at 6:30 then taking me to the train station. Good night.